Once I, a pastor, became so embittered I wanted a similar thing to take place on someone. I wanted the person to be destroyed, burned up, gone, dust, and evaporated. "God hit them in the jaw. Break their teeth out" (Psa 3:7) Break their arm (Psa 10:15). Make them vanish. Sweep them away (Psa 58)." I was biblical, but I knew better. The only person I was destroying and burning up with hate was me. I was feeding my hatred with those scriptures. I thought I was the godly one, but I didn't realize what spirit I was of.