How do you see yourself in this?
How do you see the Lord in your weak moments?
Resenting or unhappy with our leaders? Is this in illness in you like it was in Miriam? Just because it's not how you think it should be, doesn't make it wrong. Pray instead for a testimony of our Prophet, our leaders, continued revelation from imperfect humans will never satisfy everyone's beliefs and opinions. There are better ways to bring about change than murmuring and holding resentment.